Fall for ME.

Empty

2011-07-19T16:59:00.001+08:00

Empty Empty Empty

How do i treat people?

2011-06-10T20:43:00.002+08:00

How do i treat u in such a way tt u feel so suffocated all the time?? =(

Friday, 11th March 2010

2011-03-11T20:03:00.002+08:00

Wassup!
i was late for meet up gym session with my dearest today!
however as soon as i got out of my house, on my way to the bus stop, i slipped and kicked one of the cement partition of the road!! =(

my poor little toe was bleeding and it contains alot of dirt~ =(
so i bought a tissue and wipe it off, then went over to lovely's house and try to clean it as much as i could.
gymming plans/dinner got cancelled eventually cus i couldnt make it~ the pain was really unbearable. >.<

lovely girl made brunch for me! it was supper filling! and usually i can eat more.. but i guess the medicine that im having now is restricting my food intake. =(

dearest was reallyyyyy sweet today! =$ we watch glee tgt and spent time rotting in her house together! haha!
those small creatures in her house can make people (when they are down) really happy just by looking at them idling! =D

oh well, i intended to watch movie, but i was afraid that i might kicked into things. then... eventually i went back to my house to apply antiseptic cream but piglet waited at the void deck. i headed down and we went for... "high tea?" haha!

later we went back home. poor mrs cutie pie had to support me the whole journey! i should be more vigilant next time. >.<

i love you dearest lovely girl! <3 =)

LOVELY hacked account!

2011-03-04T01:23:00.003+08:00

HAHA! my piglet just updated my blog!
such a sweet little girl right?
and yes!!! *whishpers: i do thought of it, and how do u manage to find out??? =p*

random updates for today!
woke up lateeee, sleep deficit ttm~
then met mrs djie, enquire about future relieve teaching, quite successful i would say. =)
went on to meet silly girl!
we had lovely dolly time together~~~ <3
then we had long john silvers!
never know fast food can be sooo filling! =(

saw some clothes when we are on the way to mrt, but piglet ended up not buying any~ hahahhaa
send my gf to some factory rooftop for her upcoming performance which is... a few hoours later?
after that, i went home and rot!!

just came back from a short jog today, going to start on a healthy diet cum hardcore physical training soon! and probably start to read up on physics! my brother bought me a physics "Manga" for my bday present. shall start studying again! hehe...

thats all!!
ssssstill, able to meet piglet is really fate! =)
i love you dearest, gladys goh!
XxxXxxX

Happy 23rd monthsary baby boy

2011-02-27T18:20:00.004+08:00

Hello dearest,

Shocked to see this post? ( well, i don't know whether you'll see this soon or not),
anyway, yesterday was our 23rd monthsary (: it's been quite a journey for us.
It'll be our 2nd anniversary next month. I'm pretty happy that it's arriving soon.
Yet, a bit dreading because i've read articles that reports that when couples are together for 3 years or so, they stay together because they are used to the life and it's not based on love. I've been figuring out how would we be. Haha! are you wispering "silly girl, always think so much" at the back of your mind? well, but i've read that there are other circumstances too! Otherwise, why are there married couples who are still so sweet after so long?

Baby boy, you'll an angel sent down to me (: Thank you so much for
holding on with me through the tough times,
the sun will shine again after the rain has poured.

Happy 23rd monthsary love.

Love,
your sweetheart

Hello!

2011-01-04T20:47:00.003+08:00

Hello readers!

I manage to hack into my dearest blog account!
Hehe.. actually, that silly boy signed into gmail and
remembered his password while using my laptop.

So, this blog has been left abandoned for almost 2 months.

Dearest,

this new year started out really hectic for you.
It's only the second day of school and you're already up to your neck.
You're always burning the midnight oil and falling asleep late at night.
You don't even watch your 9 PM show anymore (or maybe you do la! HAHA!).

When you're in school, I think you don't even munch on snacks,
you have late and rushing lunch breaks and even dinner, its always taken so late.
It's 9 pm now, i hope you're fine in school right now.

It's been about 21 months since we got together.
And i just wanted to let you know, that my feelings for
this silly boy hasn't change a bit at all.
Although, we've met with various difficulties and have overcome only some of them
i believe that through perserverance, we'll be able to overcome the rest.
Relationship is nothing without obstacles here and there.

2011, will be a better year for us (: Especially for you.
Since you'll be graduating with a diploma and moving onto army life.
I'm pretty excited but a little scared and afraid.
Excited because i'm able to show you and myself how strong my feelings
are for you. At the same time, i believe that
it's also the best period for me to see the true you
(you know? army guys are like beast when they see girls on streets).
Sad because your gf, doesn't like making friends and thus,
you take up about 3/4 of her social circle. (But i'm satisfied with it).
And i'm pretty afraid that when you're away, there's no one for me to
talk to about my problems.

anyway, Dearest, cheer up ok! Everything will be over soon!
FYP will be over soon! Graduation will arrive soon!
Patience my dear (: and everything will go your way.
Your loving and caring and ttm girlfriend will be understanding! (:
I know i was diffficult in sem 3.2 term 1. I'm sorry.
After graduation spend more time with you if not da pi gu!
(: I love you bery much.

Hehe! i know you will still love me with the lapixiaoin eyebrows

Love,
your baby girl!

Love isn't enough

2010-12-01T23:44:00.000+08:00

http://www.loveisfan.com/

"But it’s true. Love isn’t enough. Relationships are challenging commitments. They need effort and care and maintenance just like a garden. You can’t just be together and expect everything to work out fine without communicating and evolving; just like you can’t plant a garden and leave it alone and expect it to give you a wonderful bounty at the end of the season. you have to prune it and weed it and tend it.

Love is the seed for a relationship. Commitment, communication, and collaboration are the soil and water that help the seed to grow. Deprive the relationship of one of these and you will start to see it change and wilt. Replenish it and give it high quality dedication and it will thrive."

maybe the dense me will know wad is needed to keep it going...

Frequency

2010-12-01T23:34:00.001+08:00

1. Also, frequence. the state or fact of being frequent; frequent occurrence: We are alarmed by the frequency of fires in the neighborhood.

2. rate of occurrence: The doctor has increased the frequency of his visits.

3. Physics .
a. the number of periods or regularly occurring events of any given kind in unit of time, usually in one second.
b. the number of cycles or completed alternations per unit time of a wave or oscillation. Symbol: F; Abbreviation: freq.

4. Mathematics . the number of times a value recurs in a unit change of the independent variable of a given function.

5. Statistics . the number of items occurring in a given category.

http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/frequency

26th October 2010

2010-10-28T23:35:00.003+08:00

I was busy with school work recently!!

i want to blog about this day soooo soooo much! =D
i surprised dearest with a "economic" candle light dinner!
hahaha!

speaking of which, that was my first time doing such a thing! hehe
piglet while u are told to close ur eyes and u really did!
never even peep at all! hehe! i tot u might actually give me a hard time lo!
hehehehe.. oh well! it went well though! =D

dearest!!! this mini celebration is meant for us!
happy 19th monthsary!!! hehe!

another secret... just for the both of us! =$

I<3You, Miss Cutie Pie! ^^

Nike Volunteer

2010-10-24T23:30:00.004+08:00

Wassup! Yesterday i went out with my family!
we went sight seeing in the car and had north indian cuisine!
it was really damn feeling!
haha!

i was so bloated all the while till evne today can! omgzxzxzx!
after dinner with parents i met dearest at cityhall!
hehe! silly sweet heart and i did alot alot of first time-s!
her first time wearing that kind of outfit~
then we even entertained the deadsea product salesman!
haha! it was fun! but a little draggy towards the end.
then we went to catch our first night movie!
first time walked in socks!
our first overnight as a volunteer for our virgin volunteery marathon work!

NAISE!
anyway, after the movie we went for a stroll to the platform!
and we were rotting all the way till 3am????? =s
we went arnd marina sq cus dearest was like craving for mac at such a ungodly hour~ =p
but it was closed when i tot it was 24/7 operational! =s
then.. we went makansutra~ it was closing at abt 2am tooo!!!!
so we head back~
layed down on the road and gaze the not-so-hazey moon tgt!
sweet like honey sugar! =p
*why honey sugar? cus honey is sweet, sugar is sweet, so when u mix both tgt u get even sweeter combination right! =D*

then we did the volunteer work. singaporeans cant take hardships?
haha but i think i can leh. =X i was a great experience though.
i never thought marathon baggage volunteer was actually.. quite a labourous chore!
but sweetheart and i both go through it tgt!
we even spend a night stand-ing, most of the time!
HAHA! sounds wrong uh! OOOIII!!! come back!
i was saying we spend a night tgt standing at the counter cutting and distributing tags + depositing bags! hardly have the time to sit down lo!
but we ate 5 muffins!
NAISE! hehe...
it was a fulfilling day yetttt tired ttm!!!

qin ai de! im looking forward to more of such things in future! hehe..
i love being with u dearest! =)
<3!!!

tutorials + revision time!!! =s

Uneasy

2010-10-20T01:01:00.001+08:00

Ever feels uneasy?
yea i do...
recently...

even though the route has been bumpy, but when i saw my dearest, my mind feels so much at ease...
its true. maybe that is because im really too in love with you.

I love you... ='(

Qin Ai De Hunny!

2010-10-16T00:47:00.002+08:00

Hello!!! ive been to a 3d2n chalet! =D
wed-fri!
wed was superb!!!
i manage to meet dearest at 6.30am!!! hahaha!
we planed to catch sun rise!!! anyway it was meant to be a surprise thingy for her~
butttttttt...........
the run rose before we can even catch it~ =(
next time must meet wayyy earlier!
haha!
piglet was really sweet! despite the short notice to like... meet in 1/2h time!
she still made sandwich for me!
omgzxzxzxzx! silly sweet heart! hehe..
i love it! and i love you more dearest! =D

we went to eat fishball noodle since i had a sudden craving for it~
then we had beef chilli cheese fries!
omgzxzxzx
and i drink the refillable water like some camel! =s
then we head to queenstown to shop arnd at anchor point~ since we are still quet full!
hehe....
we then went to have curry chicken!
yummy!!! =D
after tt we went to clementi! hoping to catch koi~~~~
but we later had cupwalker though! hahahhaa
BUDGET TTM~ =p

then we went for my class bbq~~~
first time see dearest bbq lo!!!!
hahahaha not bad la~ got potential~ HAHA!
its edible! =p
then TADA!!!! hehhee...
SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET~! =p=p=p=p=p
*secret*

then i went driving and back to chalet and went nite cycling!!!
omgzxzxzx went backchalet i was tired!
nv slp at all man!
haha! then back home at abt 8.30 and slept till 2!

met dearest again! i feel like a living zombie man!
eyes super tired!
then we went parkway and "slack" hahahahahaha... so ahbeng term~

ended up gg back to her house and im home for a 12km run!
did abs and pushups!
climb up stairs and im dead tired!
=(
ciaos good nite!!!
hehe! project tmr! =( and... hy bday party~
haha! i miss u dearest!
sorry i was home late!
>.<
hehe..
sleep tight!!! =D
<3

down...

2010-10-11T20:14:00.000+08:00

Love

2010-10-11T03:35:00.007+08:00

i googled, "what is love".
and the results shown are:

from, http://teenadvice.about.com/od/factsheetsforteens/a/10thingslove.htm

1. Love does not hurt. Physical and/or emotional abuse are not a part of love.
2. Love is not manipulative, it should not be used to get others to do what you want. You should never give in to demands based on the, "You would do it if you loved me!" tactic.
3. Love is an intense feeling of caring for another person. It can take many different forms (romantic, friendly, familial) but it is always about caring.
4. Although it is true that a big part of love is putting another person's happiness ahead of your own this never includes compromising your values or being untrue to yourself.
5. If somebody asks you to do something that you don't want to do in order to "prove" your love they do not love you the way you might think they do. When you love another person you don't ask them to sacrifice a part of themselves in the name of that love.
6. It is very easy to confuse lust for love. The true measure of romantic love is commitment and trust not physical attraction.
7. It is possible to feel romantic love for more than one person at a given time. Just think, if it is possible for you to love both of your parents at the same time why would it be impossible to feel romantic love for two people at once? Don't beat yourself up emotionally if you find yourself in this unhappy situation. But be sure to remain single and be open and honest with all parties about your feelings and confusion.
8. Sex is NOT love. Love is NOT sex. Sex can be a part of romantic love but it is never mandatory.
9. Romantic love can (and often does) fade. When it goes there is not always a reason. When somebody falls out of love with you it does not reflect upon your value as a person or your desirability.
10. Love should make you feel happy, secure and appreciated.

and it is inconjunction with trust, http://teenadvice.about.com/od/factsheetsforteens/a/10thingstrust.htm

1. Trust is a two way street; you get it if you give it. For example: if you want your parents to trust you try trusting them with the truth about what is going on in your life, if you want a relationship built on trust you have to trust in the other person as much as you do in yourself.
2. Parents will usually give trust freely until you do something to break it. If this isn't the case in your family and you really can't see why your parents don't trust you just come right out and ask them for an explanation.
3. Sometimes people don't trust you because of the actions of a person close to you. It is all too common for the behavior of older siblings or friends to cause parents and teachers to doubt you. Accept that this is what is happening, don't fight it, and work at proving that in spite of the actions of others you can be trusted.
4. Sometimes trust has to be earned. If you had trust but did something to break it, it is possible to fix things. But in doing so remember that as the trust breaker you don't get to set the expectations, terms or time frame for earning that trust back.
5. In order to fix broken trust both sides have to want the trust back. You can never force a person to trust you.
6. Your parents want to trust you! What you see as mistrust of you could really be fear, mistrust of those around you and/or their natural protective instincts at work.
7. Some people have been so badly hurt in the past that they have great difficulty trusting others. If you have a person like this in your life accept that there will always be an element of mistrust in your relationship and be prepared to work overtime to prove that you can be trusted.
8. Trust is an essential part of ALL successful relationships be they academic, romantic, friendly or familial.
9. Trust is an essential part of sex - if you don't trust your partner 110% don't have sex with them.
10. Trust is a gift - you give it and you receive it. It should never be taken for granted.

and i would just end of with this - http://books.google.com.sg/books?id=YxBfC25qeD4C&printsec=frontcover&dq=what+is+love&source=bl&ots=DX4OZqbFxU&sig=-ftzgoUWizXgXJDB64eHv-iCVjs&hl=en&ei=rBWyTNz8A4GsvgOsp7HtBg&sa=X&oi=book_result&ct=result&resnum=9&ved=0CEkQ6AEwCA#v=onepage&q&f=false

i love you sweetie pie... ='(

Family Gathering

2010-10-10T23:31:00.002+08:00

Today i had family gathering!
guess what, i brought my girlfriend and introduced her to my relatives!
haha! =D
nice eh!!! then i met my cousin.
and we have alot to talk! haha!
at the very least my family seems to accept my girlfriend already leh!!! =D
N-A-I-S-E!!! =D
Im like already looking forward to the next stage of my life! hahaha! =D

and... i feel that i dense to a certain extent. =s
>.<
-ve point abt myself... nv think before u talk.
sorry dearest. =(

blogs

2010-10-08T19:59:00.002+08:00

needs more rest/sleep.
anyway, that is just load of craps...

recently, piglet has been coming to my school to support me...
that is really touching and relieving though. =)

even so, i shouldnt dampen myself and make ppl arnd me feel down esp my girlfriend.
she has came all the way to school to accompany me, making me feel comfortable when im not esp dealing witht the project...
so tt i have to brighten up my day and in return to brighten up my dearest's day.

im just the root of all troubles. tsk tsk
hunny baby! i will blog abt myself more often!
to keep this blog alive...

qin ai de!
wo shi shen shen de ai zhe ni de... <3

fyp

2010-10-07T05:13:00.002+08:00

witnessing what other groups had achieved. really drives me to work even harder. and be more productive. spinnovex? dont know whether we stand a chance at all or not. there goes the grade A for 8 c.u. tsk tsk...

what i need now

2010-09-29T01:40:00.001+08:00

is a warm tight hug...
another battle to face tmr..
hopefully weikang can help me with the helicopter..

cant bring myself forward

2010-09-29T01:39:00.001+08:00

to say... i love you... sweet dreams dearest...

confession place to be

2010-09-29T00:47:00.001+08:00

past. present. future.

a moment like this(these)

2010-09-29T00:43:00.002+08:00

it nv fails to plunge through right to the center of my heart.
it nevers...
ppl wont listen...
and ppl changes... environment changes...
in the end im back to a square one... lostsoul?
h.a.h.a. what a joke...

everynight... is a struggle uh? =)
old saying tt goes, jie lai shun bian...

needles like pain stabbing in to the heart

2010-09-29T00:26:00.000+08:00

feel

2010-09-29T00:07:00.001+08:00

other than being remorseful, wad else can u still feel?
more remorsefulness...

ranting

2010-09-28T22:07:00.002+08:00

if sch projects takes up really so much time...
and really cannot take time out...
wad will u do?

continue to find a way to solve mysteries in schoolwork..
or dump it away, forget about it, and spend time with ur love one?

how to establish a balance inbetween?

In your eyes?

2010-09-28T22:01:00.002+08:00

Why will a guy... always be related to another guy to be the same..?
guy A compare to guy B.
many will say that they are very similar...
guy A will be an exact duplicate of guy B?
no....
guy A has a gf, and his characteristics and doings and all, determines his fate and life becus guy A is a guy...
=(

even if guy A is not related to any of the characteristics of the guy group, he in the eyes, will always related to other guys in the same manner... =(

life's unfair uh... indeed. =(

Reminder

2010-09-23T00:10:00.002+08:00

Pioritise things correctly mr terence ngiam.

认错

2010-09-10T21:31:00.000+08:00

time to study

2010-08-18T17:15:00.002+08:00

ok mr ngiam.
1st wk delegate to yog.
2nd wk fall sick.
fall sick nvm~ now from sore throat become cough. (y)
time to study already ah ngiam!

failure wannabe

2010-08-16T01:12:00.001+08:00

low low low low low...

sigh...

2010-08-11T23:44:00.002+08:00

moody... =(
ive been the worse bf ever...

Brains?

2010-07-19T22:40:00.001+08:00

cease fire, getting hot-headed really bring nobody no where... reflections, rebuttals, comments, rantings... these can be classified under personal opinions, being liberal, freedom of speech. i understand that.

however think futher...... ranting for so long? is it worth it? what outcome do u really expect? why do u do that? cannot bear the false accusations? just what causes it to spark? the ignition that took place before, isnt it all cleared..??? why do u have plant more bombs and ignite it? just wad is it so much that u have to rant it all..? sensible, maturity... all that are so generalise terms... what does it really takes to practise that all and put in to use?

if right now... no sides were taken, or being judge at what would u have to say? ppl gets so hot headed easily, loves to pin point at things... when things are at ease, u bring it up again... why?? to find more fun picking?

what is the difference in that from bullying... its still verbal bully... different ppl are being brought up tgt.. but they will learn.. wad they want, wad they do, wad they think, wad they decide.. all that doesnt it falls under liberal speech?

when this is being posted... there are bound to have more comments... tts becus im the pioneer commenter. and yes, there will definitely be more to come. becus we have different views. when tone is not set correctly, another flame will be ignited. sparks fly, fireworks starting... is it worth to ignite each and eveyone's spark-plug?

arent u tired someday??? oh yes, im comment/ranting again... but really, some food for thoughts... im no expert or anything... its just a harmless tone, comment.

scared

2010-07-15T00:33:00.002+08:00

at times, i can just stare into the webcam for long long minutes...
just to look at you... its feel far far away, but i still like to do so...
at least, i can still see euuu...
at times when u were smiling to urself in the webcam~
when we are not chatting, i feel a little jealous~ tsk tsk...
such a selfish boyfriend uh~~~ >.<

sometimes i wonder if im really being too blunt with my speech...
blunt can be good or bad... =(
im so afraid it becus of my foul mouth, that results in things drifting away from me...
im also afraid that one day u might leave me... =(
one day some ppl who has way better attributes than i do, will win ur heart away.

life's sad... u have to juggle everything thing...
sometimes u have to eat into ur own sleep as well..
i love my girlfriend.
i want to live and be with her.
that's my choice. that's my life. that's what i want.

in order to protect ur interest, u have to sustain it.

being tied down with work, is inevitable.
time management is hard. every millisecond counts.
with so many workload in hand now, terence u have to buck up!

Jiayou Terence!!!

TRAINING

2010-07-04T00:21:00.002+08:00

today i made sherpard's pie for dinner!
supposedly making it for my mummy, me and gf!
in the end my mummy dont want to eat!
=( she only had a big spoonful of it... =(

then i met dearest after her school!
she waited at my void deck for 1/2h! omgzxzxzx!
and my sherpard's pie from hot become cold by the time we reached kranji!
anyway, fire safety crew wasnt tt bad! hehe!
i can handle it!
but... abit not use to it because i m so use to instructing ppl....
now im being instructed... ohhhhhh....
oh well! money is king! hahahaha! =p

anyway, when i got home, she said it was NAISE!! hehe! HAPPY! ^^
then i went for a 3k fast jog!
and did a few lazy stations! hehe...
after that! i went home and lepat! hehe!
and here i m! lepaking with my bolster as i blog!
ciaos!!! busy day starting soon!

i want to gym gym gym, inside the gym gym gym,
i want to gym, inside the gym,
to work out~~~ =p

2nd July 2010

2010-07-03T00:51:00.003+08:00

went to school for lesson today! i woke up late lo!!!
it seems like as if i dont have enuf sleep recently man~
woke up at 7am! omgzxzxzx!
quickly chiong and prepare my things for the day!

attended lecture... yada yada~
go for practical! and i played with 26grand instrument!! USD OK!
omg! i feel like so vulnerable at tt point in time! lol!

anyway, i had a super spicy lunch today before i went to eunos with wp!
he has driving practical whereas i go for my lame btt~~
hehe.. this time round i attended the etrail!
not too bad la.. they bias 1 lo! only give me 2 trails! =(

then after tt i went for the test!
I PASS! and the bottom showed 50/50! hahaha!
NAISE!
printed the result slip and applied for ftt!
then applied for pdl!!!
now nd to find instructor! woohoo! i found wilson's instructor already!
but havent contact tt uncle yet! =x
i smsed him and i think he dont understand me.. then he nv reply~ kns!

oh well~ i went for class late!
and... went to **** after!
omg! it felt real good man! ^^
met silly girlfriend too!
tsk tsk, i feel so bad at the same time... >.<

attended some talk
and off we go for dinner with my classmates!
tada! then we depart and i met my family at the airport to send my dad!
tmr have alot of things to do! woohoo! busy busy!

dearest! u said! i owe u one! hehe!
now i repaid it already ok!!!
i LOVE YOU DEAREST!!! =D
dont get too worked up ok!!! =)
u have a whole lot of time to spend and use it with me dear! hehe!=D
take ur time time time! ^^

Hunny

2010-06-13T14:52:00.000+08:00

I love my gf. so much so that im so poisoned by her...
things she want to try.. things she wants to do, i shld let her go do it rite?
afterall, its her life. =X

and its supposedly, now is the start of my holidays.
but i stupid stupid go take up caas paper.
nd to study for it.. =(
online assessment stop alrady. now left with books.
no more qns to do for phy.. sian~

CAAS

2010-06-13T13:36:00.002+08:00

Changi Airport Terminal 2

Level 4, North Finger Pier, #047-004.

CAAS ROOM2.

Date	Paper	Period	Venue
14 June 2010	M02	1630-1735	CAAS Room # 2
15 June 2010	M04	0930-1040	CAAS Room # 2
15 June 2010	M06	1400-1515	CAAS Room # 2

I do.

2010-05-28T16:57:00.002+08:00

I will do whatever it takes to make people i love, feel fortunate.

RESTART BUTTON

2010-05-25T22:21:00.001+08:00

this is the first time im talking about a restart button.
about 1.5hrs from now.
i am going to press the restart button within me!
just check it out man! =)

TEST

2010-05-24T21:54:00.001+08:00

dearest seem to be gearing up for her mid sem test soon.
i feel so sad... cannot see her already...
i wonder how is life gg on with her...
i just miss u so badly honey baby...
gambatte!

Im jealous~

2010-05-23T23:18:00.001+08:00

jealous jealous jealous jealous!

but its not the time to feel that way now Terence!!!
Human Factor!!!!!!
and ur revision!!!
so sad. sun down marathon this week.. so fast~~

chiong chiong chiong!

痛

2010-05-11T23:15:00.004+08:00

i dont know why i feel the pain...
it doesnt seem to have hurt. but it did.
w-h-y...

friendliness... u have said once...
i nv did it again. =(
but ive been seeing it...
it just a member u said... ok i wont do it again i promise..
but its not just member...
nevertheless it all stays vividly in my mind..

date removed..
it feels like ive been stabbed when i witnessed the pop out.
it feels so painful...
like u can cry anytime...

i have plans to study for today...
but i couldnt bring myself to do it today...
she is fine..
yet im not..

i love her...
i do need her...
i definitely want her...
i really do...

if its trust, i do have it...
if its faith, i do have it...
if its care, i do have it...
i want to be the guy for her...
i dono if i have done it...

痛 = pain.

PRAWNING!

2010-05-04T22:09:00.001+08:00

have plans to go prawning with honey baby tomorrow!!
hope that it will be a good day for it! =D

excited!!! ^^

UPDATES!

2010-05-04T22:05:00.002+08:00

hello!
so long since i started blogging! haha!
i remembered i tried wordpress and all.. but i dont know how to nagivate! hahaha
im so lazy to figure out how to~ hehe
and... i think i lost the link to it~ HAHA!

oh well, today i finally got a glimpse of the hell of a project that i am taking up...
tmr will be the test flight of heli~
shld i start working on heli instead of a plane? plane is like.... so much harder~ tsk tsk...

programming programming programming...
O...M...G...!

meeting up with dearest TOMORROW!!
really hope that she will be better.. if not..
I WILL PULL HER TO SEE HER DOCTOR!
=(
nothing must go wrong ok dear!
must get well soon! its very difficult to cope and being sick at the same time with workloads!
GET WELL SOON!!!

ciaos!!!

Love song

2010-04-22T23:43:00.001+08:00

Head under water
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while
The breathing gets harder, even I know that

You made room for me, but it's too soon to see
If I'm happy in your hands
I'm unusually hard to hold on to

Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well, but you make this hard on me

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'Cause you asked for it
'Cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving
I'mma need a better reason to write you a love song today
Today

I learned the hard way
That they all say things you want to hear
My heavy heart sinks deep down under you
And your twisted words, your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry

Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'Cause you asked for it
'Cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this
If you're on your way,
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving
I'mma need a better reason to write you a love song today

Promise me you'll leave the light on
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone
'Cause I believe there's a way you can love me because I say

I won't write you a love song
'Cause you asked for it
'Cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this
Is that why you wanted a love song
'Cause you asked for it?
'Cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If your heart is nowhere in it
I don't want it for a minute
Babe, I'll walk the seven seas when I believe that there's a reason to
Write you a love song today
Today

一场欢喜一场空‎

2010-04-18T23:03:00.000+08:00

matures... =)
timetable... =(
meet ups...... ='(
future.........? ="(

A day out with dearest girlfriend

2010-04-05T22:10:00.002+08:00

woke up at 8 today! early right! but i lazed till about 8.30? hahaha
then i unexpectedly met up with DEAR! haha! so anyhow lor!
she hid at my block's level for like SO LONG!??!! with a breakfast western style bento!!!
oooiiishiii - neh!!! hahahaha! *i know abit of japanese k!*

dress code for today:
formal *act "一个 high class citizen"~ hahaha =p*

i tried to catch stitch~ but failed... so difficult! >.<
then we went over to catch the, "how to train your dragon!" NICE! ^^
soon later, we depart to get some taiwanese finger food!
then we find ourselves around the fountain again!!
i make a wish today! i hope you did too! ^^
lets hope that our wish will come true! ^^
we walked around marina square! hahaha!
*shall disclose this! this is a little secret between dearest and me! hehe... and probably her family as well~ =P*

tada! MRT! chuu chuu all the way to raffles place! (actually only 1 mrt stop~ hahaha)
then actually i wanted to eat at the gluttony cafe~
BUT AFTER LONG HOURS OF WALKING, THAT PLACE CLOSED DOWN! HOW SUEY...
dearest had to bearrrrr with her hurting feets... i feel so bad still~ tsk tsk...
then we went in to some jap restaurant.. it wasnt appetizing~
then we went in to some korean restaurant... it wasnt appetizing too!
then we settle down at yoshii no-ya~ so different from her ideal western food~ tsk tsk...

haha! so nice lo... like enjoy some side dish together! ^^ love it!
<3
then the funny thing is..
we took a bounce back train to city hall~ we cross over.. and boarded the wrong side of the train!
haha! we went back to raffles place and waited for train to bedok~ how silly of me! hahahaha! =x
yep yep.. then i sent her home~ tsk tsk...
i was on time ok! ^^

then i went home and EAT!!! got pig trotters awaiting for me to feast on! yum yum! hehe...
showered! n im online! =)

TODAY IS FUN!!! ^^

Happy and Sweet

2010-04-02T15:20:00.002+08:00

thinking of ways to make my dearest eat...
hopefully i wont run out of ideas!
when she eats, she brims and glow! haha!
its like as though she is floating.... =p

looking forward to outing this monday!!! ^^ <3

Human Conscience

2010-03-28T15:42:00.001+08:00

But the term self-conscious is used to describe extreme shyness which is an example of a conditioned phobia or fear of others opinions. Fears like this are usually termed "illusions" because they are learned beliefs from experiences in early development.

When the word conscience is used, it refers to one's belief system (conditioned ego identity) which makes a person feel ashamed of their behavior or uncomfortable and conflicted about a choice. It is usual for people to think of their conscience as a good thing, but it is rarely the case.

http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index;_ylt=AnRr4Ay1mWnoO4.hnnLGGkCGxQt.;_ylv=3?qid=20080719153432AAva4y7

Autumn's Concerto 下一站, 幸福

2010-03-28T12:28:00.001+08:00

Nothing to do at home? watch drama lor

Ren Guang Xi, a cocky law student, seems to lead the perfect life. He's the sole successor to a huge and famous business and a talented ice hockey player. But in reality, his lonely life lacks joy, laughter and motivation. That is until he meets Liang Mu Cheng, the new bento seller at his school canteen. Although orphaned at a young age, Mu Cheng does not let her past affect her and lives life with great passion and determination. A harmless bet brings the two together and Guang Xi slowly changes as Mu Cheng teaches him how to give and love. Tragedy strikes when Guang Xi suddenly has to go through a major brain surgery which causes him to lose his memory. His mother begs Mu Cheng to leave him and the latter has no choice but to do so. Little does she know that she already has Guang Xi's child.

Six years pass. Mu Cheng lives a quiet life with her young son in the countryside while Guang Xi is now a successful lawyer and is engaged to He Yi Qian, the kind and beautiful doctor who took care of him after his surgery. A strangely familiar piano piece stirs Guang Xi's heart as he struggles to recall his past romance with Mu Cheng. How will the couple make up for six years of lost time? Happiness, which stop do I alight at?

Pledge

2010-03-28T12:17:00.001+08:00

We the citizens of singapore,
pledge ourselves as one united people.
regardless of race, language or religion,
to build a democratic society,
base on justice and equality.
so as to achieve happiness, prosperity and progress for our nation

Meaning of roses...

2010-03-28T10:47:00.002+08:00

Meaning of Colour of Roses:
Red
Sincere Love and Respect, Courage and Passion.
Send red roses to convey the message of your passionate love for that someone; saying "I love you"

Pink
Grace and Gentility, the rose of sweet thoughts.
Send deep pink roses to show your appreciation and gratitude; saying "Thank you" Send light pink roses to convey admiration and sympathy.

Yellow
In Victorian times, yellow roses meant jealousy. However today, they signify friendship, joy, gladness and freedom, the promise of a new beginning.
Send yellow roses to brighten up someone's day; to congratulate your friends and loved ones during Joyous occasions.

White
Spiritual love and Purity, the rose of confession, the bridal rose; "Your are heavenly", "I am worthy of you"
Commonly used as a traditional bridal bouquet during weddings to symbolize a happy love. You can nevertheless use them to convey the message of "You are heavenly, I miss you"

Lavender
Love at first sight and enchantment
Send lavender roses of course, to convey the message of your "love at first sight" with that special someone. You can nevertheless also send them if you would like to make a special impression.

Orange
Passionate desire, pure enthusiasm and fascination
An excellent choice for a new relationship that you wish to pursue further. It can nevertheless also be refering to a new business partership.

Meaning of Number of Roses:
1 Rose
Love at the first sight; you are the one

2 Roses
Mutual love between both, deeply in love with one another

3 Roses
I love you

6 Roses
I wanna be yours

7 Roses
I'm infatuated with you

9 Roses
An Eternal love, together as long as we live

10 Roses
You are perfect

11 Roses
Your are my treasured one; the one i loved most in my life

12 Roses
Be my steady

13 Roses
Secret Admirer

15 Roses
I am truly sorry, please forgive me

20 Roses
Believe me, i am sincere towards you

21 Roses
I am devoted to you

24 Roses
Can't stop thinking about you, 24 hours everyday

33 Roses
Saying "I love you" with great affection

36 Roses
I will remember our romantic moments

40 Roses
My love for you is genuine

50 Roses
Regretless love, this is

99 Roses
I will love you for as long as i live

100 Roses
Harmoniously together in a century; remaining devoted as couple till ripe-old age

101 Roses
You are my one and only love

108 Roses
Please marry me!

365 Roses
Can't stop thinking about you, each and everyday

999 Roses
Everlasting and Eternal love

Dad..

2010-03-28T10:21:00.002+08:00

*quickly take tissue paper and rub my nose...*

爸爸：流鼻涕啊？
儿子：*摇头*

爸爸：流鼻血啊？
儿子：*摇头* 又说，没有啦。。。

爸爸：*走掉*
儿子：开webcam，看一看自己，擦擦眼睛，拿喝过的杯子去厨房，放在盆地里。然后赶紧地走回房里。

爸爸：IC leh？
儿子：ok 我马上scan给你。 *走出去客厅，拿scanner，电线，搬进房里，擦进电脑，而现在在这里blog*

maid has left...

2010-03-28T10:08:00.002+08:00

resisting to clear the morning dews...
until no1 else enters my room...
maybe i should go and buy a NO ENTRY sign...
then place it outside my door...
so that i dont have to be afraid that my parents will see me like that when they happens to come in randomly...

taxi uncle says family members are still the one closest to you...
but i feel so torn apart....
uncle... u said u had past my phase of life...
then how do u handle it...
it all sounded so simple... yet so difficult to understand it...
all these while.... all these post... they all carried morning dews and midnight dews...
each dews are cold... and carries a little tinge of saltiness...

Eugene said:
"EUGENE aka PERCY said (2:20 AM):
decide what u want and go do it.."

everybody say till so easy.... advice are easy to give isnt it???
its like they nv been through it... and they give advice to make the person feel better...
its so cliche isnt it? but still, i ought to thank him and apologise... for troubling him...

在家靠父母，出外靠朋友。
父母真的能靠得住吗。。。
他们一定不会支持我的。。。=(
就像哥哥一样。。。
朋友，又有哪一些能谈得来的呢？
经验丰富的同伴，能给我一点点地指导吗。。。

Blogger is my good friend

2010-03-28T10:03:00.003+08:00

Blogger is such a great friend of mine... it can write so many stuffs... at least more than tweeter, facebook.

I had just open up a panda bag... open up a cookie container... took up all the tickets... and transferred them to a big big forever album....

if only the name of the album is still valid. while opening and inserting the things in... i dont know why i feel so bitter again... tears just dropped... my mum asked me whether i want coffee... i dont dare to look at her but i just shaked my head...

my maid came in to mob the floor, i just sob in silence...
do i really deserve it?
taxi uncle... u lied to me... =(

I had a dream today...

2010-03-28T09:10:00.001+08:00

I had a dream today...
i dreamt that she met me and past me all our sweet photos.
she still behaves like how we first met.
so sweet and all....
i was taken back, because i am supposed to give her all the photos that i had first.

it is so painful to even wait for a reply now...
i shouldnt be sitting down and doing nth...
but what can i really do to help myself out...?

3.16... respect.
but i need a 3.26...

Self proclaim Smartass

2010-03-28T02:27:00.002+08:00

so much to self proclaim smart...
i am lost... =(
i wish that we can be back to the sweet moments...

album is touching... yet... saddening...
Terence is weak......

Sweet Anniversary

2010-03-28T01:31:00.002+08:00

26th March...
a really sweet celebration...

27th March Morning...
Even swam together...
27th March Evening...
literally broke down...

I really cherish you...
I dont know how much u can trust me now...
but i was really selfish to lie...
i dont want u to get upset over hearing what is going on...
I am foolish...
now even self blaming is useless...

So much in love... so much in pain...
So much in wanting you back... yet couldnt get all back...
I didnt mean to be such a jerk......
I just want you to remain happy...

How irony... my actions betrayed myself...
for all i know... i satisfied my selfishness...
and brought suffer to myself...

So sweet before... and i really want to continue it...
i dont wish to loose you...
and i told myself i want to win u over back again...
it will be harder than before...
but i will do it...
love isnt a tool....
Love is a feeling that u have for somebody...
not for lust, not for sex.. but for who that person is...

how many tears u shed... cannot save u for the bad deeds u have done...
Terence u have really fail...
when will u brace urself up again and walk this path alone...
fight for what u want... and show that u really treasure what u have...

no 'haha', no 'chuu chuu', no 'omp jiji', no 'smiles'.
no 'laughter', no 'silliness'. i suddenly miss all that alot alot.....
humans... are so irritating... only after u got urself burnt... left a scar, then u will learnt..
you fall from learning how to ride a bicycle... then u can cycle better...
you fall from learning how to walk... then you can walk steadier...
progressively, u move on and go faster...

u broke somebody's heart... u left a permanent scar... you learnt...
however, how are u going to save it... its all on u now...
if u really treasure and cherish her.. given a chance.. dont loose it...
chances are rare.. it's not a monopoly game where dices can be thrown...
its life where u have to earn every little thing bit by bit...

true... what's done cannot be undone...
so how is this self proclaim smartass going to save his beauty...
its has been long since ppl called me a crybaby....
so much for midnight dews...

RESULTS DAY_part II

2010-03-24T16:40:00.002+08:00

results being results...
headed to gym abt 2hrs...
swam abt 30reps(i lost count.. tsk tsk)

i think right.. swimming for that amount of reps can really see yourself slimmed down! ^^
but sure go back 1 lo.. tsk tsk... oh well, shall try to keep up with it! =)

TIRED!
and its a gloomy day today! dark clouds!!
*i was expecting sunny day... >.<*
ironical happiness for the day lor~

RESULTS DAY

2010-03-24T11:19:00.001+08:00

WOOTS! gpa back to 3.959!
not bad! i thought i will really screw up my PCEM! but i got an B! ^^
and i tot i will aced my gems! but i got B+! NOT BAD! ^^

AND IT'S GOING TO BE A YEAR SOON!!!!
CANT WAIT FOR IT TO HAPPEN! HEHE!
IM SO HAPPY AT THIS POINT IN TIME!
I BELIEVE U CAN FEEL AND SEE IT FOR YOURSELF TOO!!!
HAHAHAHA!

TATA!!

PAK JIAO! =(

2010-03-22T20:35:00.002+08:00

The story goes....

It was a peaceful Sunday noon...

I headed to the gym, then to the swimming complex.
Paid for a locker to place my stuffs in before i go for a swim.
After that, I open locker my specs fell on to the floor.
So i picked it up and wore it, at that instant, i notice that my specs on the left is blurry..
i thought its the glass issue~ so i didnt really bother about it.
HOWVER~! Later after i shower, i took a closer look at it!!!!
TO MY HORROR!!! MY LENSES DROPPED! =(
I went back to the locker area to look for it...
in the end couldnt be found... so sad...

so i think its time to try contacts~ tsktsk...
im using my backup specs currently. =x

enough of my ranting! byebye!

A Sunday Post

2010-03-14T13:28:00.002+08:00

I am supposed to be going for training today.
BUT STILL OVERSLEPT! omg... hopeless already... >.<

had bds cis gathering yesterday.
went dempsey for dinner at some restaurant~ hehe... NICE!
headed over to robertson quay for some chocolate cravings...
awesome yet sinful day! =)

met dearest and she had gotten herself a set of new coloured contacts!
it was pretty! =D after looking at her purchasing contacts, i also develop an idea of whether shld i wear contacts or not. haha. up till now, still in the midst of considering.. hehe..

and recently, i find that my body clock is quite messed up.
i cant go to bed like almost immediately! =(
gotta do smth about it soon!

ngiam ngiam signing off!
*acting cute for once!*

Weekdays!

2010-03-10T21:04:00.002+08:00

official start of week 1 of my holiday.

had been gymming quite frequently. abit of swimming and a bit of jogging.
have to really train up for my sundown marathon. tsk tsk.

my silly gf is still feeling unwell... accompanied her to see her family doctor.
i have no idea why is she so afraid of visiting the doctor when she is ill... tsk tsk...
helped her with abit of her presentation and stuffs. =)

booked my btt today. its on 28th april 2pm! dont know whether it will clash with my academic or not. tsk tsk. but well, hope that it doesnt.

that's all! =)

dearest! take care of urself!!!

Another update!

2010-03-07T01:55:00.002+08:00

time now 2.01am.
i just showered. but i decided to blog first.
(dearest, i cannot help it but to come online and blog first. >.<)

i wanted to acknowledge the fact that, the source of motivation to update my blog about my activities throughout the day, is my girlfriend!

after gymming yesterday with junpeng, i went over to find my dearest girlfriend! ^^
she was ill yesterday... and i felt helpless because i could not do anything... =(
and what's worse, i had her eating chicken cutlet + nutella milkshake for lunch leh! omg...
i gave a thought and what i will usually do when i develop fever, is to sleep. tsk tsk...

so i decided to try my luck to see if the viewing mall has any place to lie on or not.
and well! it did! ^^ after she was better, we went to cold storage and i force her to have a bottle of isotonic drink! =p she was abit reluctant at first, but eventually, still drink it obediently! hehehe... ^^

headed over to "tampines" haha! to get.... *Ahem* hahaha! =p i didnt say anything about anything k! hahaha!
then we walked around and decided to look for cute and playable stuffs? haha! im quite clueless on what type of things she is looking for! but i have an idea of what it MIGHT can be! ^^

silly has tests and presentations coming all up after this week! JIAYOU K!!!! =) i will be there for u one!!! gogogo!!!

well as for today, it was scorching hot today!!! i had tummy ache when i reached the club house! omg! so fortunate that the toilet has rolls of unlimited toilet papaer!! it saved my day! tsk tsk..
run run run... row row row.. tired lor.. =( really needs to train harder... cannot really keep up with myself as compared to before. tsk tsk...

then i went home to put my stuffs... and i went out again. met up with alfresco and met up with primary schoolmate(s) at simpang. it was quite a disaster... oh well, went over to meet up with my sec sch clique at tampines for dinner. then met up with another sec sch clique at 85 for supper. army can both be fun and scary! =s

and thats all for today! =)

and dear... i feel so scared again........ =( i dont know how to tell u how am i feeling exactly too... tsk tsk...

Exams are over!

2010-03-05T00:23:00.002+08:00

Hello! my silly dearest said that i never blog lor! haha!

indeed this blog of mine, was rusting! hahaha!
today was the last day of my exam, physics!
my mst wasnt well, so have to depend on this exam to get at least an A? >.<
so i memorised a lot of things. tsk tsk...

well, phy was alright, made really silly mistakes. -.- ='(...
hopefully it doesnt affect my final results? >.<
wanted to go eunos to create driving account, but dont know how to go there, so ended up not going! hehe...

anyway, after that! i went to meet my girlfriend!!!! u cannot imagine how much i really missed her man.. =x like past 2 or 3 days i nv really talk to her... tsktsk, totally focused on my exam for last few papers... >.<>.<

oh well oh well, we went over to meet my poly clique though. haha, they were dreading at cineleisure~ then i went over to esplanade with my dearest! =D
had starbucks and we went home after that! =)

piglet!!! u havent send me any photos hor!!!! >.<

hehe! signing off! =)

A moment of sweetness, a moment of emptiness

2009-12-21T10:12:00.002+08:00

piglet... u say tt u are alright... it doesnt feel that u are... =(
what were u exactly thinking about lo...
u know right... each time u are having negative feelings, i will feel bad, like as though it was me who bring upon ur saddness in u... but i dono wad i've done to make u feel tt way... >.<
if i happen to make u sad in anyway, im really really sry...!!!
since ytd night, u arent urself at all lor... even like this morning~ =(
im sad...

Hurt and Sadness?

2009-12-04T16:19:00.003+08:00

Great song though.

Random

2009-11-27T10:49:00.005+08:00

It's a public holiday today! =D
yet, somebody still have to work! haha! =p
however, next sat and sunday i have course and exam to attend to... =(
immediately after that, will be the start of my MST!
im so not prepared for it... =S

anyway, i drew a modified 'felix the cat' as my own personal cartoon character for my GEMS!
haha! i feel so proud of it! heeeheee... see see!

anyway, this is baby piglet that i had gotten for my dearest in china!
it has a freaking huge and heavy head! so difficult to carry around from town to town!
what a fortunate piglet, it travelled together with me in a conventional train from jiamusi to tianjing province for 22hours! and a currently world fastest bullet train from tianjing to beijing for 30min! then take plane from beijing to hongkong! stay at hongkong airport for quite awhile then go back to SG!!! fortunate like dono what~ haha! =p

ok that's all! ciaos!

oink oink...

BUSY!!!!!

2009-11-11T01:05:00.005+08:00

I am going to be super drained both physically and financially...

paid for awhole lot of things recently, team fund, jersey, teeshirt, member card...
plans for chalet and new phone too...
money money money, where are you?
haha!

and of course, upcoming ubin camp + regatta race.
i want to study... =(
feel like as though i am lagging behind already...

I HAVE BEEN FALLING ASLEEP IN CLASSES!!!
like so randomly sleeping lar... there is a term for it known as, "Narcolepsy".
in layman's term, it will be sleeping randomly.. =s
"Narcolepsy is a neurological sleep disorder that is commonly associated with falling asleep at random times. Narcoleptics tend to fall directly into REM sleep, when most dreaming occurs, and less commonly enter deeper and more restful stages of non-REM sleep. As a result, they are unable to stay awake for extended periods of time, and upon falling back asleep, they still are unable experience sleep’s more restorative stages – - causing a vicious cycle of extreme sleepiness and inability to stay awake after having slept. Another symptom can include cataplexy, the sudden collapse of an individual into REM sleep upon experiencing strong emotions. Sleep paralysis and hypnogogic hallucinations (hallucinations which accompany sleep paralysis) are also known to be symptoms. The cause of narcolepsy has not been determined. It is widely believed to be an autoimmune disorder, but it may also be genetic. Treatments include stimulants, anti-depressants, or hypnotic medications such as Xyrem."
-http://listverse.com/2008/07/19/top-10-bizarre-sleep-disorders/

and also, i've found out 4 great ways to sleep!!! dont know whether it's true or not. but i think it's worthed to give it a shot!
- complete darkness
- no caffeine/sugar/energy booster and etc.
- sleep with fan(4 feet away), and no electrical devices near u due to radiation(fone, alarm clock etc)
- sunlight exposure + exercise!
-http://www.pickthebrain.com/blog/great-sleep/

i guess that will sum it all!

ciaos!

The LAST DISH! SPAGHETTI!!!

2009-11-05T21:37:00.001+08:00

WOOTS! i rock! haha! first attempt! tada!!!
SNEAK-iness PREVIEW!

BEE HOON MISSION SUCCESSFUL!

2009-11-04T20:55:00.002+08:00

2nd attempt!!! SUCCESS!!!! ^^
SNEAK PREVIEW! =D

Failed Beehoon

2009-11-03T21:46:00.002+08:00

sob, my bee hoon trail fail... =x
Mums VS Son

games day tmr... headache, hope it turns out fun.

ciaos

Basshunter - I Miss You

2009-11-02T20:45:00.001+08:00

First meal in preperation for ATC/STC as Welfare IC

2009-11-02T19:09:00.004+08:00

Hello! i cooked myself a meal - Fried Rice!
i let my dad and mum taste it, comments were...
not bad... i saw my dad taking a 2nd mouth of it though.
then i ate it, i think it's not bad too.

well here is the sneak preview of it: ( below )

I have loved you and i always do.
I treasure this relationship more than any others, really.
Good luck in your exams dearest. =)
Days will past and we will definitely meet again!
I have faith in that.

Dragonboating

2009-11-01T21:37:00.003+08:00

Finally, blogspot is back to normal. haha i can blog again after like so long?
i think partly i gave up on trying to log in to blogspot after it gave me so many problems when i wanted to post something~
anyway, here i am, back to posting again!

Had trainings for upcoming regatta race.
Saturday and Sundays were so physically exhausting... =(
when i came home today,
i throw my vest n dirtied clothings into the pail,
and crashed into my bed immediately.
woke up for long dinner at around 7.
showered and dying on homeworks.

ciaos...

hope that you are doing fine dearest!
Jiayou!!!

What's happening?

2009-08-27T21:02:00.001+08:00

are you ok...? it gets me really worried when u ignored me like throughout the day... =( dear, how are you feeling right now...? did i do something wrong again...? =S

Taylor Swift - You Belong With Me

2009-08-23T16:08:00.001+08:00

Lyrics | Taylor Swift Lyrics | You Belong With Me Lyrics

AEF REPORT!!!

2009-08-03T02:06:00.000+08:00

time check, 2.07am.
still 1/2way done for report.
sigh...

Standard Chartered.

2009-07-26T21:11:00.001+08:00

6th Dec '09 will be the singapore marathon!
i want to participate in the 42km event though, but i can't.
criteria for participant to join that must be 18 on the race day.
im still 4 more days away from 18 by then. ='( (u see that tear over there?)
haha, so i think im going for 21km instead.

also, 7th Dec is MST WEEK! shld i sign up? >.<

up next, poly-50~ dono m i still running or not. shall train for it. =)

Solitaire

2009-07-26T13:24:00.001+08:00

Kumar or Qumar? no idea! haha!

2009-07-22T19:58:00.002+08:00

sprinting!!

2009-07-20T23:06:00.001+08:00

i find out that even though i can run long distance,
but when comes to sprinting...
i can barely cover half of my jogging distance.

29th july, 2009
Poly 50. lols...
so dead.. =X

PARODY! Nobody Nobody But You!

2009-07-15T23:19:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA!!!

孙燕姿 - 爱情证书

2009-07-14T01:09:00.000+08:00

寂寞当然有一点
你不在我身边
总是特别想念你的脸
距离是一份考卷
测量相爱的誓言
最后会不会实现
我们为爱还在学
学沟通的语言
学著谅解学著不流泪
等到我们学会飞
飞越黑夜和考验
日子就要从孤单里毕业
我们用多一点点的辛苦
来交换多一点点的幸福
就算幸福还有一段路
等我们学会忍耐和付出
这爱情一定会有张证书
证明从此不孤独

hello my dead blog!

2009-07-12T01:18:00.003+08:00

hi all, time to refresh this page... haha!
i had my mst wk...
results weren't that bad except for oop.. =(

then i had training today. it was great. =)
bought a new rebok shoe today at parkway!
i traded in my old lousy hated shoe for 20%! hehe...
had a ran with wilson just now. =)

and i FINALLY CLEARED MY DESK!!!
so much neater now...

and i met my dearest on friday!!!
went out with her friends... =)
it was great though! =D
imy dear...

good night everyone.. =)

Mosquito song (With Lyric and Sing along) - MrBrown Show Production

2009-06-24T02:49:00.001+08:00

How i wish time can stop just for a minute...

2009-06-23T15:04:00.003+08:00

sometimes, i will hope for the time to come to a hault.
that will never happen.
how wilful is that wish... especially that coming from me.
life is ever changing...
it will never stop...
as u are reminiscing about the past, time is still ticking every second.
in short, u are just wasting ur time away, hoping that u can go back to the past and enjoy what u used to do with ur friends.
u know that, such things will never happen, yet...
u are so willing to give that few minutes of life away, alone, stoning on a chair and recalling what had happened before..
life is indeed cruel.
there are always upcoming challenges...
waiting for u to handle and resolve it.

Terence! wake up from denial! move on!!!
exams are coming! u haven't finish revision!!!

NPCC day!

2009-06-09T23:04:00.002+08:00

ok had ipc today...
we went through lectures, and activities that will be played...

then area meeting...
atc/stc~ lmsc~
erm... cssp thingy~? short one.. lols~
outing~ in dec? haha!

then went to the gym with wilson and dou~
had endurance training...
shag....

left home.. dinnered, showered, slack... blog! =)
cya next time

Motorola Scholarship!

2009-06-04T00:07:00.002+08:00

Yea! it seems that i've got shortlisted for the interview!! haha!! ^^ hope that things progress smoothly on friday! =)

Survivors - Cook Island!

2009-06-02T23:03:00.000+08:00

i hit the gym today!

2009-05-28T22:16:00.001+08:00

hi guys...
i didnt sleep today! =)
gems in the morning... only 1/2 the class turned up... ohh...

i was paying attention in aef!!!
but still.. i cannot understand.. hahaha... anyway, mst is only till chapter 3..
i shall not bother abt chapt 4 for now.. =)

then it was .... OOP!
I FELT GD THIS TIME!
I UNDERSTAND WAD'S GOING ON THIS TIME! well not totally.. BUT! i am able to execute n do the program out!!! 3 cheers for me! =)
and eugene.. i didnt meant to really shut u up.. just that it is really mean of u to be so loud in class when the class is so quiet~

ok! then.. i FINALLY WENT TO THE GYM... like... after 1wk+++?
and guess who i saw, Andy!!! some rower in SP-DB from my batch! yea!
so long nv saw him.. we were chatting... erm.. happily? HAHA!
and of cus.. i met FAHMI!!! area 10 CI! HAHA!!!
nice to meet both of them there!
touching on this, i met quanyang when i alighted from train~
when i was on my way to the gym, i saw ghim!!!
LOL! wad a coincidence~ tsktsk...
and...

hahahaha! gym-it! LOL! =p
cya!

Happy 2nd Month!!!

2009-05-26T18:52:00.002+08:00

hello reader(s)! =s
this blog has been quite dead... i think~

i was busy slacking around for the past week.
it's time to get back to the reality.
this morning's quiz was bad...
i guessed i really take it too lightly, luckily the marks it carries doesnt weigh alot.
shall work harder from now on to sustain my gpa. =)

anyway... morning was quite a deadful 1...
*yawns*
i guess you are right... "say say only lor" >.<
tsk tsk...
class ended way early!
headed over to dearest side! yea! =x

usually, when i walk to your house i will hesitate a little...
hesitate whether should i go in or not...
what's next when i went in?
im afraid that interrogation will take place! =x
however, the thought of, "but i can be with dearest!" or "I am able to see dearest!" gives me the additional courage that i need to press the bell today...
i was hoping that u went upfront to open that wooden door... and u did!!!
that was an instant moment of dream come true! haha!
seeing u makes me happy and makes me forget everything else...
i just want to stay with u for as long as i can... =)
dearest! u're my everything! ily, imy n iny too!

HAPPY 26th May 2009! silly piglet! =D

BLUES!!!

2009-05-18T22:28:00.002+08:00

Tactile learner

2009-05-15T21:12:00.002+08:00

If you are a tactile learner, you learn by touching and doing. You understand and remember things through physical movement. You are a "hands-on" learner who prefers to touch, move, build, or draw what you learn, and you tend to learn better when some type of physical activity is involved. You need to be active and take frequent breaks, you often speak with your hands and with gestures, and you may have difficulty sitting still.

As a tactile learner, you like to take things apart and put things together, and you tend to find reasons to tinker or move around when you become bored. You may be very well coordinated and have good athletic ability. You can easily remember things that were done, but might have difficulty remembering what you saw or heard in the process. You often communicate by touching, and you appreciate physically expressed forms of encouragement, such as a pat on the back.

Does this hit the nail on the head? If so, read on, because here are some things that tactile learners like you can do to learn better.

- Participate in activities that involve touching, building, moving, or drawing.
- Use lots of hands-on activities like art projects, taking walks, or acting out stories.
- It's OK to chew gum, walk around, or rock in a chair while reading or studying.
- Use flashcards and arrange them in groups to show relationships between ideas.
- Trace words with your finger to learn spelling (finger spelling).
- Take frequent breaks during reading or studying periods (frequent, but not long).
- It's OK to tap a pencil, shake your foot, or hold on to something while learning.
- Use a computer to reinforce learning through the sense of touch.
- Remember that you learn best by doing, not just by reading, seeing, or hearing.

taken from:
http://www.petersons.com/education_planner/calc_frames.asp?url=http%3A%2F%2Fwww%2Eaessuccess%2Eorg%2Fgetting%2Flearning%5Fquiz%2Fquiz%2Ehtml&pagetype=Preparing-Learning+Styles+Quiz&sponsor=2859

back to rowing

2009-05-10T17:53:00.002+08:00

i had db today!
finally after like 1wk?
i rowed with my new trivium today!
woohoo!
but sad to say... new stuffs are always prone to scratches...
my paddle was knocked against many things today...
so sad...

hanwei went db with me! =)
i gave him the wooden paddle that i was using before i got the new trivium...
then lunched at bedok with him...
went to look around of his handle grip...
but in the end didnt manage to get 1..
haha...

thur i went to meet anne, PA paddle supplier, to trade in that wodden paddle...
but she doesnt allow trade in becus of its wrecked condition! haha!
shihui went with me too... she bought a wooden paddle for herself though...

wednesday!
i attended land training...
a heck of a day...
when i reached home it was already near 12...
omg.......

tuesday!
cambodia outing!!!
had dinner with them... =)
and celebrated peiling's birthday too!!!
haha
happy b'day! =) sweet 18 yr old!

then............
nothing much for the updates already...
CRS presentation on the coming thursday...
OOP test on the coming thursday!
omg~~~~ so..... scared... >.<
ciaos!!!

Sweet Saturday

2009-05-02T23:08:00.002+08:00

wow... long updates..
i will cut things short for the updates.
after dragonboat compt.
im back to sch..
i slept lesser in sch now. congrats to me! =)

handed in motorolar scholarship... but it seems like as though i had forgotten to submit my essay... oh damn... =s
need to find my results slips for sem 1 also.. oh damn...

yesterday was labour day..
i went sentosa with my dragonboat team!
it was fun! =D

today i met dearest!
haha... we were really just walking around aimlessly...
hohoho.. =x
ily!

goodbye readers! =D

It's Wednesday!

2009-04-22T22:09:00.002+08:00

Monday school wasn't that bad...
Tuesday too....
Wednesday, today, is still managable...

MY TIME TABLE HAS BEEN ALTERED AGAIN!!!
this is the 2nd time it has been altered...
monday: 8am - 5pm.
tuesday: 9am - 4pm.
wednesday: 8am - 12pm.

so sad... my school starts at 8am almost everyday... =(
my mid sem test is after my 3weeks vacation break...
means i cannot enjoy my holdiay...
and i have to study during my break...
and during that break, there are so many things going on!
npcc, dragonboat... omg~
must do something about it...
it all boils down to proper time management again this time... =x
work hard terence..!

anyway... it's wednesday!!!
2 more days to saturday!!! =D
hehe.. ciaos!

Holidays are ending!

2009-04-19T18:05:00.003+08:00

7weeks of break has finally come to a hault after today...
and i will be back to my schooling routine...

went to tampines with my clique on tuesday...
we had fun... *lazy to elaborate further.. haha!*
later in the night, we went prawning..
uncle was kind to give us a lot more prawns after we finished our 2 hours worthed of prawning...

i met dearest on wed... =)
climbing up and down stairs isn't as tiring as it seems when im climbing it with u..
then i left for land training...

met dou, shan n quan for mahjong at shan's house on thur.
played the whole time...
makan @ simpang and left for home...

had npcc on friday...
it's bds's speech day...
it wasnt so bad... =) goood...!
then meet up with my sec sch friends...
buddies! =D went to john's house to play PS2...
retro games man! haha!
then i went over to parkway to meet dearest!
had hanabi with her...
and went home after that!

and i had rowing for yesterday and today...
competition is next week!
must pray hard that i will be able to win the competition!
then we can go semi finals.. and claimed back the championship!
next wk competition is at bedok reservoir...
race will commence after 12pm i think...
we will be putting on our dragonboat jersey...!
it's black in colour... =)
haha!

that's all for updates..! cya!

Training!

2009-04-15T23:46:00.002+08:00

I HAD DRAGON BOAT LAND TRAINING TODAY!
but i went to look for something precious before that... =)

met jun kiat at eunos and he drove me to yck!
thank you bro!!! haha!
here is the text message from him to me... LOL FUNNY!
Spike: Where you brother?
Me: My brother? i'm no train to Eunos from bedok. *it's suppose to be 'now', not 'no'*
Spike: Huh?
Me: Haha. I'm reaching Eunos mrt in 2min time. =D don't bother about the previous message. I was blur. Haha. *SO PAISEH LA!! LOL!! i was really not in the correct state of mind! HAHA!*

on our way there, PIE was jammed!
there were quite a lot of cursing and swearing from him... hahaha...
i guess that is pretty normal for full fledge drivers... *don't u think so? especially male drivers*

when we reached there, we began our usual run...
this time round, no warm or whatever, 2.4km 9.56min.
not bad la... =D
headed to gym after that...
did a series of workout...
headed for dinner...
then back home...
ty junkiat again for sending me back!!!
really thank you!!!! =)
Thanks a million dude!

that's all for the day...
IMY!!!

Dear...

2009-04-12T23:15:00.006+08:00

after 12 today, it will mark my last week of holiday.
soon, i will be in year 2...
im having npcc tmr @ bds.
tuesday will be my clique outing.
wednesday and thur evening i will be having land training...
friday - npcc.
then sat and sun, dragonboating...

dearest...
i dont know why, but im feeling so...
a little empty, quiet, down...
maybe this is the time where u are asleep..
so i do not know whether u r still thinking of me like u do in the day...
but i still thought of u even though u think that im a little bully to u...
i guess this is the true meaning of wad it means to be missing your love one....
dearest, i miss u...

when u felt down earlier...
i was very afraid deep down my heart...
becus i told myself before,
i dont wish dear to be sad*at the fountain*
and i made an additional wish, which is *to be tgt with u...*
that is why i splashed water at u when we walked arnd the fountain...
touch the water as u walk 3 rounds arnd it...
so wad if i touch and splash the water onto my love one,
does that gives me some incentive to make an additional wish?
but i didnt even bother about the rules anymore..
because i really just want to be with u.. =)
dearest, i need you...

Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day.

Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong.

I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control.

So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.

I♥U

Rowing!

2009-04-11T22:11:00.007+08:00

i woke up late this morning.
but i still made it in time to give the lecture.
meet hongyi soon after to go training together at tanah merah.

1 more training wk before the start of my actual competition!
today training at kallang wasn't so bad...
i love it! =) (but not as much as my little smartie piglet!)
after the 1st half of the training, it rained...
we waited till the rain subsided, then i showered and left the club house for my pig style. =)

went home, dinnered.
and i took a short nap...
then im online! =)
and dearest made me do this.....

1. The person who tagged you
Dearest

2. Your relationship with him/her is
my girlfriend!

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her
pretty, cute(pretty and adorable!), funny, lovely and understanding!!! ^^

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
well, she gave me a sweetest plain water that i ever had... and... the 5sec amiable stare.... >.<

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you
"IMY! *shy face*"

6. If he/she becomes your lover you will
she has already become my lover! haha! i will definitely cherish her!!! =)

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be
nothing!!! i love the way she is now! =) sweetie!

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will
isolate myself.... =(

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be
har? i dont know and i dont wish to know...

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now
to keep her accompanied!!!! and and many many more things...

11. Your overall impression of him/her is
an extremly good darling!

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
eh... i hope it will be funny, jovial and... approachable! =)

13. The characters you love of yourself are
hmm... quiet and... random... hahaha! =P

14.On the contrary, the characters that you hate about yourself
eh... waking up blues... haha!

15. The most ideal person you want to be is
a respectable one? o.O

16. For people who care and love you, say something to them
THANK YOU!!! =) i care for my friends too!

17. Pass this test to 10 persons who you wished to know how they feel about you.
1. Dearest
2. Alfresco
3. Chun Fui
4. Hanwei
5. Jun Peng
6. Darrell
7. Zhe Yu
8. Yock Wen
9. Quan Yang
10. Hui Shan

18. Who is no. 6?
Darrell... well isnt it obvious? lols

19. Is no. 9 a male or female?
Male.

20. If no. 7 and no.10 are together, is that a good thing?
LOL!!! sure why not? hahahahhaa

21. What is no. 2 studying about?
accounting and finance in TP? but i dono which 1 is he majoring in yet... =)

22. When is the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
wow... long long ago.. haha! i think 1 mth back?

23.What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
oh oh... im not sure... >.< but i know that she is form band too... a trumpeter, so i guess some band music will do? haha..

24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?
yup!! 1 elder sister... with the same age gap as i do with my elder brother... =)

25. Will you woo no. 3?
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

26. How about no. 7?
nope! becus i already had gladys! =) haha!! ^^

27. Is no. 4 single?
Yep!

28. What is the surname of no.5?
Quek

29. What is the hobby of no. 10?
she has fetish for dance? recently training to lose some weight though.. hahaha!

30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
yea, infact, they get along very well!

31. Where is no. 2 studying at?
Temasek Poly.

32. Talk something casually about no. 1.
"NONSENSICAL!!!!!!!" and cute!!!

33 Have you tried developing feelings for no. 6?
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

34. Where does no. 9 live at?
Chai Chee

35. What colours do no.4 like?
eh im not sure too, something that is dark i guess? hehe

36. Are no. 5 and 1 best friends?
haha! they have never seen each other before... haha!

37. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
hahahaha... for that answer, u have to ask ghim qi! LOL! no opinion from me! haha!

38. What is no. 6 doing now?
sleeping i guess? LOL!

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